Saturday, July 30, 2005
better?
*it is wierd. i see my therapist and w/ just one visit i am feeling a bit better.
*spent friday w/ a group of teens and 4 other adults. we went to the vineyard-27 teens. they were so good. it is nice to live in such a nice neighborhhod where the kids still respect the adults. there was not one problem- the older kids took off on their own in groups and the 13 year olds stuck to a group in oak bluffs. i am so truly proud to know these wonderful children.
*the mom's wanted to shop- i wouild have liked to re-visit the gingerbread houses. they are so pretty. o also would have liked to see the carasol again. maybe i'll go over on a day off by myself for a few hours.
*spent friday w/ a group of teens and 4 other adults. we went to the vineyard-27 teens. they were so good. it is nice to live in such a nice neighborhhod where the kids still respect the adults. there was not one problem- the older kids took off on their own in groups and the 13 year olds stuck to a group in oak bluffs. i am so truly proud to know these wonderful children.
*the mom's wanted to shop- i wouild have liked to re-visit the gingerbread houses. they are so pretty. o also would have liked to see the carasol again. maybe i'll go over on a day off by myself for a few hours.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
STILL...
STILL BUMMED. I DECIDED THAT IT MAY BE TIME FOR A TRIP TO THE THERAPIST. AT LEAST GIVE ME SOMEONE IMPARTIAL TO VENT TO. NOT BEING PARANOID, BUT THERE IS SOMEONE AT WORK WHO REPORTS ME FOR EVERYTHING I MAY SAY OR DO WRONG. I FEEL LIKE I AM PRE-SCHOOL. WHAT A TWO-FACED JERK. BUT SOMETIME I'M SURE THAT SOMEONE WILL OR HAS DONE IT TO HER. I WILL NOT RETALIATE BECAUSE I AM THE ADULT HERE, NOT A CHILD.
NEED TO CLEAN HOUSE, FOLD LAUNDRY... ALL THE THINGS I HATE. I WISH THTA WE COULD AFFORD SOMEONE TO COME IN WEEKLY. I WILL GET SOMEONE IN TO DO THE RUGS-THANKS CHLOE, BUT WILL TRY TO GET THE REST DONE TODAY. TOMORROW WILL BE NICE, BUT NOT JET-SKI WEATHER. THERE WAS ALMOST AN ACCIDENT ON THE SKI, NOT WITH ABBY, BUT WITH SOMEONE ON OUR SKI. TIME TO LAY LOW FOR A WHILE I THINK.
NEED TO CLEAN HOUSE, FOLD LAUNDRY... ALL THE THINGS I HATE. I WISH THTA WE COULD AFFORD SOMEONE TO COME IN WEEKLY. I WILL GET SOMEONE IN TO DO THE RUGS-THANKS CHLOE, BUT WILL TRY TO GET THE REST DONE TODAY. TOMORROW WILL BE NICE, BUT NOT JET-SKI WEATHER. THERE WAS ALMOST AN ACCIDENT ON THE SKI, NOT WITH ABBY, BUT WITH SOMEONE ON OUR SKI. TIME TO LAY LOW FOR A WHILE I THINK.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
SAD
OK-HOW SAD IS THIS? I TURNED 46 TODAY. I HAD TO WORK UNTIL 2. I GOT HOME AND BARELY GOT A "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". I HAD TO GET MY OWN SUPPER AT MCDONALDS. MY ONLY GIFT IS FROM A FRIEND WHO IS A DRUG REP-4 LOVENEX CLOCKS, 100 LOVENEX PENS, AND SAMPLES OF ALLEGRA. WOW. AND EVERYONE WONDERS WHY I GET DEPRESSED ON AND NEAR MY BIRTHDAY. GO FIGURE.
