Wednesday, June 22, 2005
IT'S THAT TIME...
ONCE AGAIN IT'S THE TIME OF YEAR WHEN I GET DEPRESSED. YES THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN LEVELS OF DEPRESSION. THIS IS NOT THE USUAL BLAH...I ALWAYS GET SAD AROUND THE B-DAY. I THINK THAT IT MAY BE BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL THAT MY BIRTH IS OR WAS CELEBRATED BY THE PEOPLE I LOVE. I DON'T KNOW, BUT IT HAPPENS EVERY YEAR. I SHOULD SEND MYSELF FLOWERS OR SOMETHING. I EVEN HAVE TO WORK THIS YEAR, LIKE ALMOST EVERY OTHER YEAR. OH WELL. DOUBLE UP ON THE MEDS...
I AM SOOOOOOO OFF THE DIET SHIT THAT I AM GETTING MASSIVE AGAIN. I SAW A PIC OF MYSELF ON THE BIKE AND IT IS LAUGHABLE-OR CRYABLE. THERE, IV'E MADE UP A NEW WORD. I HAVE TO GET HEALTHY, EVEN IF IT MEANS NOT GETTING SMALLER. MY DAD AND PATERNAL G-MOTHER DIED IN THEIR LATE 40'S AND EARLY 50'S OF HEART DISEASE. AND HERE I AM TURNING 46. WOW. I NEED TO MAKE SURE THE BLOOD IS OK, I EVEN WANT TO HAVE TESTS DONE ON THE HEART TO SEE. MY DAD WAS A DRINKER AND HE SMOKED. HE WAS ALSO MARRIED TO DONNA THE ASSHOLE MOTHER, SO THAT WAS STRESSFUL. I'M NOT SURE ABOUT HIS MOM- SHE DIED BEFORE I WAS BORN. I DON'T THINK SHE SMOKED AND MY GRANDFATHER WAS GREAT. BUT HEALTH SCREENING WAS PITIFUL IN THE EARLY 50'S WHEN SHE DIED.
I ALSO HAVE FIGURED OUT WHY I LIKE THE BIKE SO MUCH-ALTHO IF YOU HAVE READ THE PRECEDING PARAGRAPH YOU MUST THINK ME NUTS, BUT ON THE BIKE I AM NOT THE MASSIVE OLD LADY WALKING ANYWHERE. I AM THE FAT OLD LADY ON THE BIKE-MARGINLLY BETTER DON'T YOU THINK? YOU IN CYBERSPACE WHO IS POSSIBILY THE MOST BORED PERSON ALIVE IF YOU ARE READING THIS. SORRY I CANNOT BE MORE EXCITING ABOUT MY LIFE. IF MY LIFE WAS SO EXCITING I WOULD NOT BE DOING A BLOG. I'DE BE LIVING LIFE DONTCHA THINK?
I AM SOOOOOOO OFF THE DIET SHIT THAT I AM GETTING MASSIVE AGAIN. I SAW A PIC OF MYSELF ON THE BIKE AND IT IS LAUGHABLE-OR CRYABLE. THERE, IV'E MADE UP A NEW WORD. I HAVE TO GET HEALTHY, EVEN IF IT MEANS NOT GETTING SMALLER. MY DAD AND PATERNAL G-MOTHER DIED IN THEIR LATE 40'S AND EARLY 50'S OF HEART DISEASE. AND HERE I AM TURNING 46. WOW. I NEED TO MAKE SURE THE BLOOD IS OK, I EVEN WANT TO HAVE TESTS DONE ON THE HEART TO SEE. MY DAD WAS A DRINKER AND HE SMOKED. HE WAS ALSO MARRIED TO DONNA THE ASSHOLE MOTHER, SO THAT WAS STRESSFUL. I'M NOT SURE ABOUT HIS MOM- SHE DIED BEFORE I WAS BORN. I DON'T THINK SHE SMOKED AND MY GRANDFATHER WAS GREAT. BUT HEALTH SCREENING WAS PITIFUL IN THE EARLY 50'S WHEN SHE DIED.
I ALSO HAVE FIGURED OUT WHY I LIKE THE BIKE SO MUCH-ALTHO IF YOU HAVE READ THE PRECEDING PARAGRAPH YOU MUST THINK ME NUTS, BUT ON THE BIKE I AM NOT THE MASSIVE OLD LADY WALKING ANYWHERE. I AM THE FAT OLD LADY ON THE BIKE-MARGINLLY BETTER DON'T YOU THINK? YOU IN CYBERSPACE WHO IS POSSIBILY THE MOST BORED PERSON ALIVE IF YOU ARE READING THIS. SORRY I CANNOT BE MORE EXCITING ABOUT MY LIFE. IF MY LIFE WAS SO EXCITING I WOULD NOT BE DOING A BLOG. I'DE BE LIVING LIFE DONTCHA THINK?
Sunday, June 12, 2005
BLA.................
EVEN THOUGH TODAY IS SUNDAY, IT HAS BEEN CLOUDY AND SLIGHTLY COOL. SINCE IT IS EARLY IN THE AM, NOT YET 10, HOPEFULLY THE SUN WILL COME OUT AND WARM OUR SOULS. HOW POETTIC-NOT! LET'S FACE IT, I WANT SUN AND TAN-SELFISH OF ME I KNOW. YESTERDAY WAS SUNNY BUT SO WINDY. AB CAME HOME FROM NYC LATE FRIDAY-ENOUGH SAID THERE. I SPENT MY SATURDAY FOOD SHOPPING-AND YET AGAIN I MANAGED TO GET ALL THE WRONG STUFF. I ALMOST WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF WORKING FOR A FEW HOURS MAKING MONEY. I ONLY GOT ON THE BIKE FOR A WHILE. IT WAS CHILLY WITH THE SHORTS AND A TEE ON. RICK IS STILL SORE, HE MOWED THE LAWN AND DID SOME STUFF ON THE BOAT. IT'S SUPPOSED TO GO IN ON FRIDAY. HE GOES BACK TO WORK AFTER NEXT WEEK-MONEY!!!!! IT'LL BE PART TIME FOR A TIME, BUT...
IV'E JUST REALIZED THAT A BIG PART OF MY LIFE IT ECTERA... I LIKE IT BECAUSE IT LEAVES SOME STUFF TO IMAGINATION. I THINK THAT THE OLDER I GET THE MORE ECT...I NEED. MAYBE IT'S THE UNKNOWN... (SEE WHAT I MEAN BY IMAGINATION?) ALL I KNOW IS THAT I FEEL THE MOST FREE THAT I EVER HAVE IN MY LIFE. IT'S HARD TO PUT IT INTO WORDS OR TO EVEN SAY IT OUTLOUD. IT'S A FEELING-A WONDERFUL ONE. I AM KATHIE BARNICOAT AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE OR CARE ABOUT ME-IT'S YOUR LOSS. I GUESS THAT'S THE CLOSEST I CAN COME.
DO YOU THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO DO BLOGS OF ONE FORM OR THE OTHER ARE JUST FRUSTRATED WRITERS OF SOME SORT. IT MIGHT BE A JOURNALIST, NOVELIST, ARTICLE WRITER, OR EVEN A SPEECH WRITER. ANOTHER ONE ALSO MAY BE A COMEDY WRITER... I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT MORE...
IV'E JUST REALIZED THAT A BIG PART OF MY LIFE IT ECTERA... I LIKE IT BECAUSE IT LEAVES SOME STUFF TO IMAGINATION. I THINK THAT THE OLDER I GET THE MORE ECT...I NEED. MAYBE IT'S THE UNKNOWN... (SEE WHAT I MEAN BY IMAGINATION?) ALL I KNOW IS THAT I FEEL THE MOST FREE THAT I EVER HAVE IN MY LIFE. IT'S HARD TO PUT IT INTO WORDS OR TO EVEN SAY IT OUTLOUD. IT'S A FEELING-A WONDERFUL ONE. I AM KATHIE BARNICOAT AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE OR CARE ABOUT ME-IT'S YOUR LOSS. I GUESS THAT'S THE CLOSEST I CAN COME.
DO YOU THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO DO BLOGS OF ONE FORM OR THE OTHER ARE JUST FRUSTRATED WRITERS OF SOME SORT. IT MIGHT BE A JOURNALIST, NOVELIST, ARTICLE WRITER, OR EVEN A SPEECH WRITER. ANOTHER ONE ALSO MAY BE A COMEDY WRITER... I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT MORE...
Monday, June 06, 2005
SUNBURN
OK. SUMMER HAS ARRIVED. I HAVE MY FIRST BURN, COMPLETE WITH BIG LIP AND ALL. THE JETSKI RUNS GREAT. 50 MILES AN HOUR ON THE WATER IS OUTRAGEUS. I ONLY DID IT ONCE IN FLAT WATER. ABBY HAD THE TIME OF HER LIFE. DHE SMILLED SO MUCH THAT THE AREA AROUND HER MOUTH IS WHITE WHILE THE REST OF HER FACE IS PINK. SHE ALOS HAS BEEN STUBBORN ABOUT SUNSCREEN AND NOW SAYS IT WILL BE HER NEW BEST FRIEND. SHE SHOULDN'T FOLLOW IN FOOTSTEPS-I LOVE A TAN. I MUST SAY THAT THE BRA IS A BIT SORE. BUT SADLY I MUST WEAR IT.
